Here's some words I wrote down (free thought)

I don't care about anything anymore.

Nothing feels worth living for.

I feel miserable all day long.

Now, I hope for my life not to be too long.


I don't have any other goals than to be murdered.

I want to be John Lennon, and die like him too.

I just don't care anymore.

Is it worth the aggravation to find myself a life when there's nothing worth living for?

Maybe I'll go to bed, and wake up dead.

Suddenly, that big bottle of pills looks better than ever.

Inviting me to come play with him for a bit.


I wish I could be happy.

I only feel miserable.

Maybe happiness is a warm gun.


I don't care for anything, and anything feels the same way about me.

I'm beginning to think that god is nothing more than a mean little kid with a magnifying glass, and I'm an ant.


Well, at least I know my place in life.


What kind of god picks and chooses who's happy? Letting others feel fine and content, while letting me feel like a ghost of a man once happy.


I feel like the man seen in the mirror. I'm simply a reflection of this happy man.

I make every movement he does, I look the same as him too.

However, I still can't feel his happiness.


I think it's very obvious that god has favorites.


I can sympathize with Judas. He felt absolutely horrible, and was tormented so. I don't blame him for hanging himself, because I can understand why.


Maybe I'll dance with god one day, and tell him what I think of him and his plan face to face.

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Signed,

Judas "Evan" Iscariot

That's sad. :(



But to this, I decided that I am in charge of making myself happy. I don't wait for people to do stuff for me, because chances are, they won't! So I stop worrying about the small stuff and let things be.

Bingo, GRX40.

It's not as though I don't try, mate.

I'm just not happy anymore, and nothing I do makes it different.

:-/

Any particular reason why you're not happy? Just tired of what your life is like?

It's ok to get bummed out, if not then there would be no need for Prozac. Just hang in there and things will turn around.

If it's any conciliation I've been bummed out the last day or so. it's life you take the good with the bad.

Yeah, I suppose.

I guess I should be happy for what I DO have. I've always been grateful, don't get me. I'm just not very happy.

Maybe I'll just give one of my mates a ring.

Interesting... Nice lýrics. Somehow I start to think Jim Morrison for some reason...

Have you got a song for it? I dun know, rythm of lyrics feels a bit hard to arrange to song. Maybe some acoustic stuff...

No, I don't have any music for it. Just something I was writing.

yeah i agree with Empirism.its kinda hard to get a rthym happening.
maybe if you wrote chords for it and tweaked it slighty?
its definatly an acostic song though